The testimony of a child

I was born from a simple family. Life pas-pas an, with four brothers. We live life with a variety of insults and ridicule people. Mummy I am a Christian, but a papi do not know God. We introduced her children to God since childhood. But since hubby did not know God, so we were hard to grow in faith. We always get yelled at if we go to church, what else should go home a bit tonight because of a church.

But our desire to always grow in faith does not stop. Have a longing in us to be able to win the hubby. Any given day, we were forced to follow the ceremony sembayangan. And we know that God is not allowed, if not we get yelled at. Our hearts are contradictory, but we try to not become a stumbling block. Indeed we are sinners, must lie to papi, because we pretend to worship, but we still wrote, we forgive ya hubby .........


Twelve years, we had prayers answered by God. Papi want to know God, because his favorite child sick. That day we were happy the first time papiku take the cross of God and put it inside the room. But we did not break to pray not to end up there alone. True God is too good for our family, finally papiku want church. Oh the incredible happiness that we may feel.

And while most we wait, my hubby decided to follow the water baptism, on 9 May 2004. But it was the beginning of every test of our family life. God let my mom convicted of colon cancer. Various drugs and doctors we are trying to help the healing mami, but God says another, not better but they become serious. Until one day papi sorry self, and punishing yourself with guilt, because he repented then this happens.
We kebinggungan, on the one hand we perihatin with mami conditions, but on one hand we do not want to be a stumbling block disease mami to papi further know the Lord. We try to advise papi, that what happened was not his fault. Aided by our pastor, hubby finally realized.

But when hubby is able to accept the situation that happened, that's where things mom getting worse. Until the last second, on the last night for us to hang out with mom. Our prayers and praise the Lord all night, we took turns to keep mommy until morning. And that morning the Lord gave the best for my mami mami by lifting all the diseases and take him back kepangkuanNya, precisely on 11 September 2009.
Day after day we were then without a we love. Until one day her hubby heart disease recurrence. Apparently we live trip is not complete. We wrestle with deep sadness, on the one hand we want hubby to recover and have a longer chance with us. But we collided with a cost, so that we can only surrender to God.

And right on the 3rd of november 2010 the Lord also gave my hubby a total recovery and to love the Lord lift kepangkuanNya met with mommy dearest. Now even had the love of God to us, although grief is always there However the we believe what God did for our way of life, very good.

Now we like chicks that lost its mother, the various trials we tried through, with younger siblings and only rely on God. We are disappointed by relying on humans, they instead helped even make us fall apart. But we will not hate them, whatever they do to us.

Thank you God, for the most beautiful place to papi, mami. And tell papi, mami, we are very dear to him, what he taught us will always remember, and we always remember the beautiful days with him. Now, God be the Father of our Lord. And while we run from Your path, rebuke us, so that later we can get together again in glory. Amen